自己现在老是会说，SUEDE一边站去，是过季的偶像了。其实心里清楚，SUEDE的地位永远不会改变。是的，我会喜欢其他的乐队，会忘记重新听听SUEDE和DOG MAN STAR，但心中有那么一块地方，总会留给他们，即便是暂时地被什么掩盖。就好比现在突然迷上了PULP，或许也是因为那一刻某些人的举首头足间让我看到了另一个人的影子。啊，是的，我又错了，这是PULP，早在SUEDE很多年前就成立了，怎么说也是前辈了。

哎,这阵子就只能听PULP了.自己是那种不崇拜则以,一崇拜就永无止境的那种花痴.把JARVIS COCKER的MV,A FEELING CALLED LOVE以及THE PARK IS MINE的演唱会反反复复的看,觉得眼睛都要出血了.JARVIS同学真是太美啦,扭起来比BRETT同学还好看.就可惜好看的男人都要老去,即使是THE PARK IS MINE的现场,JARVIS同学还是多多少少有点力不从心的感觉.这几天自己总是做白日梦,希望能象浮士德一样和魔鬼做交易,那时就让JARVIS这样一批优秀的男人永远不要老去.

顺便提一件前不久买碟的事,其实就是在找PULP的那张DIFFERENT CLASSES,后来到了一家店(就不点名了),老板说有,15,自己比较冲动,居然大叫着说自己跑遍了南京就为了那张碟.话还没完，老板就改口要20,居然还挺有理的说,反正你喜欢,又不在乎那几块钱...汗.

now the world is really turning me down...

说来也真得可恶，又是139的事，刚刚良心发现，决定更新一下好久未动的BLOG，就一口气写了一篇长长的废话，没想到发的时候，139说我文章里有脏话，一下子就搞没了！可怜我都没存！其实我也就说了个FUC*K什么的吧，真是虚伪。

哎，其实整天呆在家里，的确也没什么新鲜事，无非是浑浑噩噩过日子。。。这两天一直在和一个MM聊天，也是一SUEDE和PULP的扇子，不幸用我不健康的思想带坏了小妹妹......以至于我们一见面就在那儿做梦...

海边...小木屋...火炉...红酒...

我...用天上坠落的一颗星为你点上香烟...

if we don't have a future,just leave your autograph your autograph...

后来她传了一张JARVIS和他LP KISS的照片给我，搞的我一整天都难过。。。TMD我什么时候变成这样...即使是我喜欢SUEDE，喜欢BRETT ANDERSON的时候，我还是兴冲冲的到处找BRETT和女孩子一起的照片...可昨天我居然不能想其他的事，老是为那张照片生闷气...我真是鄙视自己啊...

JARVIS COCKER...JARVIS COCKER...JARVIS COCKER...JARVIS COCK..ER？

今天一早起来,第一件事就是把自己BLOG头像的BRETT换成了JARVIS...其实还是挺难过,因为我说过SUEDE是我一辈子的情人...原来自己比自己知道的还要善变...我很失望,可我现在只能说JARVIS.

后来和一个印度的女孩聊到MOTIVATION,她说她最近没有MOTIVATION,干什么事都不能集中精力...我说i never ever had that thing...她说人一定要有才行,因为这样才能得到你想要的,我说即使有了MOTIVATION,我也永远得不到我想要的,而对于其他我有可能得到的东西,我又从来没有WANT IT THAT BAD...她问我到底想要什么,我说JARVIS COCKER...两分钟后,她说,tox(that's what she usually called me),you are much more sillier than i thought...其实我还是挺难过的...我也不想这样,但我好象一直在拒绝什么,拒绝做一些事情...其实我是在拒绝长大...拒绝放弃那种单纯的快乐,或是痛苦...但我早就力不从心了...总有一天,我会成为那个我自己都鄙视的人.

WITH TEETH，六年的等待，关于这张唱片，TRENT只有一个愿望，就是不要被听了一遍就扔掉。当我在每一个寂静的夜晚贪婪的聆听它时，我知道自己终于可以放心了。心中的那个有王者风范的TRENT还在，依然距者那个永恒的霸主地位。

AMAZON上的一句话很有意思，其实所有的人心里都清楚啦。Nine Inch Nails are a pretty amazing phenomenon when one considers what they--um, he--have done with just a few studio recordings.TRENT真的很强啊。
Amazon.com
It's easy to understand why Nine Inch Nails became the industrial band to break out of the techno ghetto and win a larger audience. Trent Reznor, who records the NIN albums almost entirely by himself (although he tours with a full band), tries very hard to pass himself off as an angry young man, but underneath the angst-ridden lyrics, pounding synths, and grating guitars is an irrepressible pop sensibility. On the second full-length NIN album, The Downward Spiral, Reznor builds his constructions of noise and gloom around warm, fuzzy melodies. On the album's first single, "March of the Pigs," for example, Reznor screams about swine lined up for slaughter amid guitars screeching in pain. Suddenly the guitars fall away to reveal the sensually throbbing rhythm track below; then that falls away to reveal a vocal-and-piano track that's as catchy as anything by Elton John. Because Reznor has a better handle on dynamics now, the melodic core is more obvious than ever. --Geoffrey Himes
是啊，NIN的音乐抛去所有的面纱，剩下的就是歌曲极强的可听性，工业噪音也可以流行。还是那句老话，那种只有愤怒没有音乐的‘音乐’谁也不会爱听。

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在ＰＡＴＲＩＣＫ的网站上有他自己写的传记，不过不知道是可爱的ＤＵＦＦ同学太忙的原因，还是其他什么的，这个传记好久以来就只有part 1,不过，有总是好的．
My Biography

Part 1

I started playing my guitar in the street when I was 17. I didn’t know anyone else’s songs apart from John Lennon so I had to make up my own songs. I took the people going past and the concrete walls of the subway and the dogs and the wind and the shadows and the litter and the fags and all the shit I was going through and I made them into spontaneous songs. Sky songs I called them because they just came out of my mouth over whatever chords I felt like and it seemed like they fell out of the sky. I never remembered any of them – all that remains is a questionable memory that they were brilliant. They empowered me. When I sang them I was invincible. I could walk through walls and people’s glances bounced off me like toy arrows. I opened my mouth and the words poured out all over that filthy subway floor and I stood waist deep in them.

One day, when I was 22 and I was already an old man, Dave Francolini was driving past in his big car. He stopped and listened to me singing my songs. 'You’re going to be a pop star' he said 'get in the back of the car'. Dave introduced me to Alex and Julian. Me and Alex dropped acid and stayed up all night playing guitars. And that was Strangelove.

We got signed after five gigs. I remember driving up to London in the car. 'Why are we going to London today?' I said to Alex. 'We’ve got a deal' he said. I hadn’t realised that it was even happening. 'Does that mean we don’t have to sign on anymore?' I said. 'Yeah' Alex said. That sounded alright to me. I told them down the dole that I wasn’t going into the job club anymore and they looked disappointed. They hated me and anyone like me and they had a job licking the crap out of ditches all lined up for me and I escaped by the skin of my teeth.

In Strangelove I was able to get out all my thoughts and fears and secrets through performing and writing my lyrics. I couldn’t read then and could barely write, I’d never read a book and I couldn’t understand what they were going on about at school. So my lyrics came straight from the heart. I always found being around people difficult when I was young. I couldn’t talk to anyone about what was really going on for me and when I tried people backed off. I put my world into that band and tried to make it real. The words were the vehicle for my energy. The energy was what was important. And my fans told me they loved me and that was amazing and basically kept me alive through a beautiful but harrowing time.

"couldn't read ,could barely write?"可是DUFF同学的歌词恐怕要比其他很多傻乎乎的乐队都好,以前还见过有人把他比做叶芝哦.最可恨的是那种连自己写了什么都不清楚的乐队,竟乱拼凑一些晦涩模糊的歌词吓人.